Year 4, Day 221

What's Up. Today's song is She Loves Everybody by Chester French.

I find it shocking that I've never featured this song considering it's been on my playlist since before I even started this blog. As you can probably guess, Anna showed me this song. Okay I've checked my list a dozen times and it's still not coming up as being featured, but I'm having weird deja vu about writing a blog post. Reasons being is that I have random knowledge stored away. Like that these guys met at Harvard. And that the girl featured in the video was in a Simple Plan music video. Are these true? Hopefully. Did they come from me looking it up or Anna giving me random facts like what happens sometimes? Who knows. For now though I'll leave this post up until someone proves that I'm duplicating.

Peace.

Year 4, Day 220

Hi guys. So today's song is Number One by Skye Sweetnam.

As most of you probably know already, I'm a fan of this girl. Skye's songs were always just perfect for my mood and I love her voice. She kind of disappeared though. Now I found out that she fronts a band, so I decided to check them out. They're called Sumo Cyco. I'm adding them to my list to feature officially later on, but for now you get a bonus song from them. Tell me what you think.

Peace.

Year 4, Day 219

Hey guys. Today I give you Fight Song by Rachel Platten.

An unexpected thing has happened today. I was asked to design an event card for a local Tim Horton's for a trading card night. It's was totally left field but I made a couple of design and ultimately two of them are going to be used. I'm kind of excited. Despite not using the fancy Adobe programs and not trying to do graphic design, I ended up doing a thing. Obviously it's not that big of a deal and will only be around for a month at the most, but it is at least a start to getting back on track. Which is why I felt that this song was appropriate for me today. Enjoy!

Peace.

Year 4, Day 218

Hey. Today's song is crushcrushcrush by Paramore.

My shows still haven't started up yet, but I have run out of things to watch. Desperate times call for desperate measures so I started watching Grey's Anatomy courtesy of my sister. I've always been one to bash the show because medical procedurals aren't my thing. I will say now though that I expected a very different type of show based on the ads I had seen about it. It started off pretty well and despite already knowing most of the plot twists I enjoyed watching. Now I'm up to the tenth season and at this point I'm only watching to get through it. I hate leaving things half finished. I do watch shows that have as many seasons as this one, but those at least keep it fresh... I think this one might be dead. I can't wait until my shows come back on.

Peace.

Year 4, Day 217

Hello. Today I give you Here We Go Again by Demi Lovato.

At this very moment I am sitting in my grandma's kitchen in total silence. That would be pretty normal except for the fact that both my grandparents, my sister, and her boyfriend are also in this room. My grandma is playing solitaire, my grandpa is watching a show on his ipad, my sister is prepping for an interview, and her boyfriend is playing bejeweled. This has got to be the most people ignoring each other at once in this kitchen. It's weird, right? Especially for a family as chatty as mine. Anyway I figured I'd take the awkward silence time and write a post for you guys so I don't miss any days. That's all for now until tomorrow.

Peace.

Year 4, Day 216

Hi guys. So today's song is Complicated by Avril Lavigne.

My mom has a motorcycle license. If you guys knew my mom you would understand how insane that sentence is. I would say that the motorcycle thing is a midlife crisis for her except that she already had her midlife crisis about ten years ago (totally ruining my life in the process.) Is there a term for a post midlife crisis? It’s too soon to be a (third) quarter life crisis so I don’t know. I get why people like bikes and why they ride, but I’m still haunted by the story about a distant cousin having all his skin scraped off and lying in a ditch to die. You know who told me that story? My mom. My dad is the bike type, and that was his midlife crisis. My mom on a bike is just… a death wish. They call them donor cycles for a reason. Ugh. Sorry I needed to vent this so that I won’t say it to her face because she’s too fragile for hate form me. You ccould say that my inability to talk to my family is complicated. Like this song.

Peace.

Year 4, Day 215

Good morning! So today's song is Dark Side by Kelly Clarkson.

How bad does someone’s social anxiety have to be before you start worrying about them? I know mine is bad, but apparently it’s at the point of long conversations about my need for counseling. From multiple people. I didn’t think it was at the point, but I guess I’m a little bias. I know I have little quirks. Like how I prefer to park on the right side of the Mac’s parking spots just because I always have, or that I need to bring my ipod with me everywhere in case I freak out in public. Or the fact that I’m barely in public because I track the people standing near me constantly and it gets exhausting. Some people might think I’m crazy, I just prefer to think of it as having a heightened sense of survival mode. If anyone has seen the movie Agent 47 you’ll get where I’m coming from. So I just wanted to know, at what point would you guys draw the line for someone? Anyway enjoy the song.

Peace.